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Icried, Sarah Taylor says simply as she remembers the moment last month when, having Authentic Mike Miller Womens Jersey just helped England win the World Cup at Lord’s, she recognised how jersey much more she had achieved in overcoming the anxiety and depression which had forced her to give up cricket for most of the previous year. “We were on the field waiting for the presentation and it hit me. A year ago I wasn’t even playing cricket. Six months ago I wasn’t even playing. Everyone was crying. Typical girls – we were all crying.”Taylor rolls her eyes and smiles in a way which cannot mask the fact she is a serious cricketer. Before hearing her harrowing but ultimately inspiring account of how she has learnt to control the panic attacks and despair which threatened to end her career and blight her life forever, Taylor’s outstanding cricket should be underlined.
In the World Cup, which marked her return, she scored 396 runs at an average of 49.50. Taylor hit 147 in a group game against South Africa and posted scores of 54 in the semi-final and 45 against India in the final. The best wicketkeeper in women’s cricket, she completed a brilliant leg-side stumping at a key moment in the semi-final against South Africa.She made her http://www.authenticnuggetstore.com/Mike_Miller_Jersey England debut in 2006, aged 17, and became the first woman to play first-grade men’s cricket in Australia, in 2015, despite suffering from mental health problems she managed to conceal. It is little wonder Taylor had so much to absorb after England won a thrilling final in front of a crammed Lord’s and a global TV audience exceeding 100 million.
Taylor is engaging company and, talking in detail for the first time about her mental health, she speaks with raw intimacy. As she describes the darkest days, when she could not even get out of bed, she says: “You’re very negative. Everything is the worst-case scenario. My panic attacks would come because I couldn’t breathe properly. I’d spend the entire day focusing on breathing. I’d then think: ‘What am I doing with my life? I’m just stuck in bed, can’t breathe.’ That would make you worse. You spend the entire day having some form of panic attack. It’s awful because you don’t know why.
“I saw a doctor in London. My partner didn’t live far away so I was like: ‘Right, I’ll get up from my partner’s place and walk to the doctor.’ I did not even consider the fact this walk would be the hardest 15 minutes of my life. I sat on a bench outside, waiting. I was shaking, couldn’t breathe, on my own. This had happened before but I didn’t know what Authentic Bucks Womens Jersey it was. All of a sudden it was more normal than a normal day.”Taylor’s avocado and poached egg sandwich lies uneaten in front of her because she is more intent on talking – as she knows how many people suffer from the same ailment.
“I think I’ve always had it,” the 28-year-old says, before pinpointing the first time she became aware of the extent of her anxiety in 2013. “I remember randomly walking past my old school [in Brighton] and my PE teacher happened to be outside. He said: ‘Oh my God, we’re doing a sports event. Is there any chance you could hand out the awards?’ I was like: ‘Sure.’“I stood there waiting, feeling ill. I couldn’t breathe properly. I thought I would pass out. I made some excuse: ‘I can’t do this for long because I have to shoot off.’ He said: ‘No problem, just do what you can.’ I remember putting these awards around children’s necks and I couldn’t see their faces. I was completely gone. I said: ‘I’m really sorry. I have to go.’”
The situation worsened on a tour of the West Indies in 2013. “I didn’t know why but I just wanted to go home. The coach said: ‘Stick with it, a score will come.’ I remember thinking: ‘This has nothing to do with cricket.’ I then started getting anxiety around doing media for a couple of years. I also realised I was having these symptoms before I went out to http://www.officialbuckstore.com/John_Henson_Jersey bat because I didn’t want to mess up. I remember playing Australia and running off to be sick before batting. I was distressed and thinking: ‘Don’t get out, don’t get out …”Her team-mates remained oblivious and Taylor felt herself unravelling slowly, in an invisible implosion. During the T20 World Cup in February 2016 she made only 49 runs in five innings. It was a small, sad miracle that Taylor was even playing. “I spent all my time in my hotel room. I didn’t talk to anyone. Everyone used to joke I was ‘Room Service Sarah’. I had that fear of going to a new place, getting stuck somewhere and even of socialising.”
She had a short break after the World Cup and then the fall came. “I was supposed to travel the next day [img]http://www.officialheatauthentic.com/images//nba_jerseys_new/miami_heat/heat_450.jpg[/img] is not a valid Image. to play for Sussex but I couldn’t get out of bed to brush my teeth. The night before the game I broke down. I called the England physio and said: ‘I can’t do it.’ I think she already knew. I think Robbo [England’s coach Mark Robinson] did as well.”In May 2016 it was announced that Taylor would take “an indefinite break” from cricket. She moved back in with her parents.
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